did i think too much?
maybe, & im sorry.
sincerely apologised to all
you are the one who is always being blamed
& all because of me.
its because of me.
how am i going to pay back the price you paid for
if time travel back, i would be suffering.
so i dont wish to & the loneliness
full with arrows shooting across my mind
i dont have any idea what is going to happen the rest of the year
will i able to defeat ? or give up ? no one there.
and sometimes i would think of the reason why did we started
i really have no idea why we started
but still we get back and i had caused so much trouble
or should i even be living on this earth?
without me makes a difference & i rather i will not be there.
there will be happiness.
if i knew it would happen, i dont want to be the one
bring to the next world & see the future.
sigh
saying its flu but
the urge to broke real out
it was all slience in the kitchen, looking in the skies.
messaging. extremely delightedif i could go to the void deck late night
or someone to lend shoulder on.
it's not convenient at home so.
thanks huiling in the early morning