(blah)
no motivation.

Sigh, i think got to adapt, adapt to everything is happening now.
I dont know why is there a ''( )'' signal from my brain to my heart

maybe i'm losing control over myself at times

but i got to choice that's how human body works.
Give in once but doesn't mean got to give in twice.. and let the situation repeat.

but. do i have a choice ? so. just 'dont think about it and care'

because i still have my friends, family and God! :D

but. what about saying (who would know me best ?)

i think that's God. He knows my inside out that no one could

THIS IS MY MOOD ( when thinking about it )- how ugly could that be.

CHANGE TO MY MOOD ( Now!) :D

After reading upon the God's word and singing songs today. Praying and crying out to him and somehow i feel anointed yesterday night, i heard his calling ( You are my dear daughter!) I somehow feel muchmuch better even i think of it i wont have the pain anymore. (omy) I believe in this man, today my life is dependant on God who is so powerful, mighty up high! (: Watch how Amazing life is going to be! :D

And whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.Matthew 23:12

Genesis teaches us that everything produces after its kind. An apple tree produces apples. An orange tree produces oranges. This is the irrevocable law of creation. Jesus takes it further when He says that you can know the quality of a tree by the fruit it produces (Matt. 7:20). The fruit depends on the stock it came from.

I'm going study later, oooohhh buuhhbye! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIMMY! HAHA!