I got my plain cracker, oat plain cracker, and Jacob’s weetameal accompanied thru yesterday night, that’s fine. It sounds so fine, so mono, yes indeed, and I’m slightly contented after drinking down few sip of Vietnam Arabica coffee, voltage.

It meant something yesterday, but it meant like air, as meaningless as air. Yes, no, no. No, yes, yes, I understand. Sometimes we got to overcome it, as time passes, we can’t clench on something tightly, knowing its gone, let bygones be bygones. If not, during the particular day, you will down for the whole day, let it go, let it go, release. We compare, compare to the worst, the better, wanting to achieve, but not at the state, hearing some words like how, what, then, sigh. We compare to achieve self-satisfied or dampen own spirits, comparing I have the chance to eat non-staple food while the poor doesn’t have. Or others have, why I doesn’t have, others are treated that way, why am I treated like that?

Is comparing positive or negative? (:

I felt that thoughts are curling up in my brain like the jack and the beanstalk is growing 1cm day by day, short and thick stem. I do want to reach the peak, the top, and the highest of the stalk and breathe. It’s not the most relaxing, ought to be the most pressurize place, still wish to be.